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a little detour before i start my ramblings about japan. well i'm rambling now, but not about japan.
thoughts, events, people, things and feelings have just been rolling over my mind the past week. i love traveling, cos it gives me the chance to breathe free. to think clearly. to be away from everything. and to see new things.
i rmb seeing japanese couples, and thinking how sweet they are. they aren't big on the pda, but they always make the effort to keep that physical contact, be it stuffing their hands into one coat pocket, rubbing the girl's arms to keep her warm, whispering in her ear, and all the simple stuff. i just feel that sometimes we put to much emphasis on the major things, like the first kiss, the first month anniv, vday and all that.. and miss out on the small but equally important things. like making the effort to see one another, tucking hair behind a ear, holding hands and such. and it really makes me sad, cos i'm guilty of such stuff. i was. and it changed everything.
its been exactly a year to the day it all ended. and it took me most of that year to stand up again, leave behind that burden and walk on. i stopped asking myself why it had such a profound effect on me. and i stopped trying to explain why i couldn't let go. it'll always be something other can't understand. but as time went by, bit by bit everything faded. and with the coming of the new year, its time to really leave all this behind. i'm ready for a new beginning.
watching grey's anatomy is something i love to do alone. it my me-time. and it always ends up with my bawlin in the dark. but its good bawling i suppose. therapeutic.
: she is :: the fray :
thoughts, events, people, things and feelings have just been rolling over my mind the past week. i love traveling, cos it gives me the chance to breathe free. to think clearly. to be away from everything. and to see new things.
i rmb seeing japanese couples, and thinking how sweet they are. they aren't big on the pda, but they always make the effort to keep that physical contact, be it stuffing their hands into one coat pocket, rubbing the girl's arms to keep her warm, whispering in her ear, and all the simple stuff. i just feel that sometimes we put to much emphasis on the major things, like the first kiss, the first month anniv, vday and all that.. and miss out on the small but equally important things. like making the effort to see one another, tucking hair behind a ear, holding hands and such. and it really makes me sad, cos i'm guilty of such stuff. i was. and it changed everything.
its been exactly a year to the day it all ended. and it took me most of that year to stand up again, leave behind that burden and walk on. i stopped asking myself why it had such a profound effect on me. and i stopped trying to explain why i couldn't let go. it'll always be something other can't understand. but as time went by, bit by bit everything faded. and with the coming of the new year, its time to really leave all this behind. i'm ready for a new beginning.
watching grey's anatomy is something i love to do alone. it my me-time. and it always ends up with my bawlin in the dark. but its good bawling i suppose. therapeutic.
: she is :: the fray :
good luck and good night. 12:34 AM
1 Comments:
Japan was fun yea? Hahaha i enjoyed it to the max man, plus all the shopping and food! And the girls down there are all darn pretty.
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